M'Dumb sometimes.

This is because I can't sleep right now. Because while I'm laying in bed all I can think about are these horrible feelings that I can't deal with anymore. I feel like I'm going to fucking explode. Jeremy was leaving for school this morning and it took all I had to not burst into tears before he left because all I could think about was how horrible ( Read more... )

fffffff two weeks until I get my social security number. That means two weeks of being jobless. God damn, that sucks. Dirt poor until then, good times! It's not so bad, I guess.

I need to call Ginger. I want my fucking money. I worked, I want compensation. For real. ._.

Baaaaaaahhhhhh. I'll never see the money. Ever.
God damn it.

Oh, and -- I doubt I'll be working this week. Aaron and Ginger weren't planning to pay me so I shall not be going. I can't afford to do charity work for them, sorry bitches, but I can't. The only thing I feel bad about is leaving the baby. Apart from that? Oh well.

They can't expect me to work for nothing, either.

BAH. I am here, online, like I said I would not be because of one reason alone:

I. Cannot. Sleep.I slept earlier today, which is good. Jeremy is sleeping now. I am le tired, but I think the excitement is overriding it. I plan to drive first, though, so sleeping would be fuckin' a - y'know, ALAS. I will sleep when it's Jeremy's turn, I'm sure. I ( Read more... )

It appears that life isn't complete and utter fail at the moment, but at the same time it somehow is. I'm getting really sick of having to jump through hoop upon hoop just to register my car down here and just to become a fucking resident here. How much more money and time do I have to spend on this? Yeah, I know "lulz u r immigrant which means u ( Read more... )